February 2011
11 posts
“If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for anything”
January 2011
35 posts
I guess now it's time for me to see who my real...
Let me seperate the real and true people, from the fakes
To the people of the world...
Please stop bugging me to try and fix things with the people I could honestly careless about at this point. I’ve been hearing some crazy shit about them, I don’t know if it’s right or wrong, I don’t care, whatever happens, happens for a reason. If people are so worried about her, and texting me to try and fix things and get some answers, find out yourselves. I’m not...
For the most part
1)Some of those friends that give me input, yeah, there your friends to so don’t say shit
2)I can find any song on my iTunes that relates to this b.s. and I wouldn’t care less, I just do that because I’m just ammused by it
3)I don’t care if you guys don’t talk about, I’m allowed to say whatever I want, and after when I do talk about, the last words that come...
I won't apologize for who I am.....
There are 2 sides to me. There’s the nice guy that everybody knows and loves, and then there’s the side where I can be the biggest asshole that you wish you would’ve never met. And right now, to these people that I thought were “friends”, they got the side that everybody hates. If you wanna call me dumb, or stupid over this site, just do it in my face instead of...
Now this makes me even more pissed off
You think its’s ok to decide to harass me over I.M. on facebook, when I bet you know I’m not in the mood to talk to you, so why do it? I’m just getting tired of your shady ass….
So I'm not gonna swallow my pride
To try and fix things cause really, I think the damage is not something that can healed fast. It might stay for a while. So for now I’ll keep it that way, if it will only make me happy. I’ve heard about 4 or 5 opinions today, about 3 of them said I should try and fix it and try and swallow my pride. One said just let it go. And the one I’m goin to listen to is my best...
I swear I need to go to a church
So I can just PRAY!! Cause I need a stress releaver from all the drama that might start sooner or later…..again.
Aww drama, we can’t live with you, and we most certaintly can’t live without you. So thank you drama…way to go……
FUCK MY LIFE!!!!
I have no idea what to do with my life!!!! This freakin sucks, either I move out, and try to be happy on my own for a while, or stay here, in the hellhole I’m currently living in. And on top of that, I got exams this week!! Great, this is just FANTASTIC!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've had it with feeling unhappy....
There’s so many things that I can be upset about for many reasons that only a few people can understand.But honestly, this is a reason to be unhappy….I could’ve gone to jail again earlier this day, but I got lucky and didn’t cause the cops didn’t come. Which was a good thing for me at that point. But why was I still shaking? I tried calling 2 close friends of mine,...
Why must bad things happen to good people?
Cause right now I’m scared as fuck right now….
The only thing I have to say about last night
Freakin amazing :D haha played just dance 2, made a smoothie/frozen yogurt type thing we called “the experiment”, and lots and lots of fun with friends, who can ask for a better stress releaver than that :D, videos will be posted soon :D
School was great today :)
Haha, it started off good, and then it had some slow moments throughout the day, but I got through.But my highlights included: finding out what role or roles I got in the senior showcase I auditioned for, and I got the lead, and like 3 other parts or so. And my funny moment was when I was with stookie and Janet, walking home, I stopped an ice cream truck in the middle of the road and got some ice...
Wow.....
Lately, I’ve been asking myself, “Why am I so busy?”….It seems like my life is just overwhelming with lots of stuff, that I can barely keep up.For some reason, I’ve decided to BE BUSY after school so I can stay away from my house as much as I could.So far, like maybe in the beginning of the year, it worked out, cause I knew I could probably balance my life at school,...
WatchSo this is what happens on a Tuesday after school with my friends, we’re all just totally random and hyper haha, I love this 2 :)
Now...
That everything is hopefully out of the way and the air is clear, hopefully I can believe you guys that I can trust that nothing will happen if you guys were to come.All I want this weekend is to have fun, get crazy, and just to have a good time with close friends.And most importantly, DRAMA FREE! I just wanted to clear the air and maybe change your mind of coming over.But that’s not my...
So...
I got some advice from a close friend of mine, she’s like my rock, the girl who keeps me grounded in tough situations like this,and her words of wisdom really got me thinking.She almost said the same things that ading said, but not in the same way though.She told me that I should give them a chance, and trust the both of them that nothing will happen, and that there’s boundries to be...
Look...
The only reason why I had a gut feeling was because of your history.I know that there’s someway that I can trust you with your actions if Saturday you were coming and nothing went on, that would be great, and I don’t if I can trust you yet.I can take your word for it, and I want to trust you cause you’re my friend.And I honestly think that this is getting out of hand…So I...
So now I guess the past is coming back...
Already in the new year, drama is starting…And yes I’m sorry if I can’t take his words for shit at this point, but I really believe the kid anymore until he can actually prove a point to me.Which he did and I actually did believe him for like a nano seconde, until he said “shit happens”, and sorry for talking shit, I just don’t believe him anymore…And when...
I'm Done.
You tried to prove a point to me, and it came across fine, and it actually got me thinking if it was even worth it to even have you try to come over.The only thing that I was worried about was the kid’s HISTORY at my house, bringing girls over to my house, having make out sessions on my bed and what not and almost getting to a point where it did get that far.And the only reason I’m...
Ading,
For some reason now, I kinda feel bad that he really doesn’t trust us that he doesn’t wanna come anymore.It’s not that I don’t trust, even though he has messed up in the past, the only thing that I’m looking at in this point in time is his history.And you already know what happened,and we know that he can’t fix the damage that’s already been done.But he...
WatchAfter the audition’s, me, Tim,Ethan, and Yesenia had like a little party in Ethan’s car XD
So Apparently, me and my friend are gonna hook...
Yup, that should be interesting haha….For some reason, I think I already found a guy that she might like, you never know, haha…But I have to go on “the hunt’ for her haha, and she has to do the same for me XD.That should be fun.
Good Way To End Off A Week At School!
And now the weekend is here and time to relax and unwind from the fastest week of school ever! Tomorrow is gonna be a good day, hanging with friends at the mall, time to shop til we drop! haha Then Sunday, sadly I gotta get dress clothes since I barely own any for DECA cause Monday, I got pictures for the yearbook, and I believe that Monday I have to stay after for a while longer for the play that...
Can't Believe Tomorrow's Friday
This week has been passing by me so quick, I don’t know even know what happened! :D I’ve honesly got to say, that this is an AMAZING start to the new year we have to call 2011! I couldn’t have asked for it any other way, cause I’ve got my awesome friends by my side through my ups and downs, and I love them so much for that.I made some freakin awesome memories this week, and...
The things I love about my friends...
Is that they can come to me whenever they need somebody to talk to…Like whenever they need somebody to listen, I’m like always there whenever,whatever, however, they know where to find me…But lately, it seems like I’m at the right place at the right time when they need me…I appreciate the fact that some friends, who I barely met this year, they already trust me enough...
I'm like literally shaking right now....
All because I’m scared of what’s gonna happen next at this point…I don’t even know why my parents are getting so mad at me at a tiny situation that can be fixed in just a blink of an eye.They obviously don’t care that I’m stressed out about almost everything in my life, and they just weigh me down more that I can’t take it.But I think the one that wants to...
Dear Katy Perry,
Your songs are like the story of my life at this point…Like all these ups and downs, mainly my downs, your songs just describe my life at this point, and I honestly, I hate you for that…These are some of the songs that describe my life and why:
“Lost”—>Like this song just says it all, I feel so high at one point, then at one point I’m like super low and want...
So For Some Reason, I Just Have A Lot On My...
The first day back to school, it was just amazing.Saw my friends, made each other laughed, talked about our vacation, and today was just amazing.Like there were no words to explain my day execpt for outstanding! I think today was the first time in a while that I was actually happy to get up in the morning and go to school and see everybody that I care about to see their smiles and just ready for a...
School's Tomorrow...
And I honestly can’t wait to go back to see all my friends!! 2011 has been good so far and seeing my friends is actually gonna make things better!! Having fun, making memories, and just being with them will make everything worth while! But a few bad things for me goin to school means:
-Waking up so early :/
-All these after school “activities” I have to stay for til like 5
and...
The Beginning Of A New Chapter In My Life :)
I can’t believe it’s already 2011! I just wish too have positive outcomes on things this year, and to never try to give up on the good times that I have with friends and family.Because I know they’re gonna be there for me in the long run.One thing I want out of 2011 is to make memories out of everything that comes my way, no matter what it is, I just want to have fun with my life...
